Who am i?
What represents me?
What core of my identity?
Am i meant to know?
Does anybody?
I don't think so. I certainly don't. My
identity is a shifting, confusing, frustrating, essential, irrelevant,
wonderful, stupid thing .It's a tangle of the things that i want to be true and
the things that i wish were not. It's memory and taste and symptoms and trauma
and mistake. And does it matters more than identify What's at the root of the
root or the very care of you is figure out how to survive in the World. Can you
navigate the day without wanting to scream? Can you make a list of things you
enjoy doing and things you do not enjoy doing? What do you know in your bones
to be true and good and important? These questions are more important than
trying to boil yourself down to the smallest and most essential parts. You can
let the trouble some and ultimately unimportant question of identity follow
peacefully & faithfully behind you let it take care of it self .Take care
of your Heart and what your heart loves.When you find something you enjoy,,!
don't interrogate it, Don't try and catalogue it or put it is any proper place.
you allowed to contradict to change to be one thing and then later be another.
And what you write doesn’t have to be brilliant .you’r stuck in a bit of a rut
and not much is moving in your head or heart. It’s okay. you love writing and
you are not letting it down when you stare blankly at a wall.That feeling of
uncertainly isn’t evidence that you can’t do this,and that you should quit.
Whatever job you were in this time in your life would make you feel happy do
this. Push yourself to do it even when you feel like there’s nothing happening
behind your eyes or in your heart. it doesn’t matter if they’er terrible. you
can delete them all. You must only keep moving enjoying fully what makes sense
and allowing space for what doesn't seem to.....
So let's discover your self & stay Happy with blessings,,,,
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